Chata - Tsutaetai, Demo Tsutaerarenai текст песни

BARABARA no kimochi wo
tsunagi awasete tsumuide mo
omoidoori ni naranakute
tsutaetai koto ga ienai nomabuta wo tojite jibun no kotoba wo sagashite mo
mitsukaranakute kyou mo hitori de unadarerutsukuriwarai no kuse
kagami no naka shiawasesou
nakami no nai kotoba de
mainichi tori tsukurotteru nomune ni te wo ate jibun no kotoba wo sagashite mo
mitsukaranakute kyou no hitori de unadarerudoushite sunao ni narenai no?
tsutaetai, demo tsutaerarenai
iikaketa kuchi ga egao ni yugamu
kyozetsu ga kowakute nomikonjau karadoushite sunao ni narenai no?
tsutaetai, demo tsutaerarenai
gomakashi bakari ga jouzu ni natte
hontou no kimochi ga toozakatte iku

English translation

Even if I piece together

My scattered feelings
It's not as I hoped
I can't say the things I want to tell youThough I close my eyes and search for the words
Once again nothing comes to mind, and I sit alone in shameI have a habit of forcing my smiles
It makes me look happy in the mirror
I just make the days easier
With empty wordsThough I hold my hand to my heart and search for the words
Once again nothing comes to mind, and I sit alone in shameWhy can't I just be honest?
I want to tell you, but I can't
The words half-formed on my lips twist into a smile
I'm afraid of rejection, so I hold them backWhy can't I just be honest?
I want to tell you, but I can't
I'm only good at deception
And pushing my true feelings away