Deerhunter - Disappearing Ink текст песни

I got a message
Can you guess what it said?
Drive alone
Drive straight home

I did as instructed
Closed my door and locked it
Disappearing ink
but the words still sting

Sat and wrote a letter
I described the weather
and the scene
Remembering...

I forget tomorrow
For all the sickness and sorrow
Disappearing ink
but the words still sting

What was I thinking?
What was I thinking?