Howie Beck - I Need Light текст песни

Walking home home at 3 am
Looking at my empty hands
Think about this emptyness
In an empty parking lot
I sat in the only spot
Remembering what i forgot

You were so [?]
Falling, calling

Now i'm getting closer there
In the distance i hear friends
Laugh about their evening's end
Put the key in my front door
Maybe this keeps happening more
I can't find what i need you for

I was so [?]
Trying, trying

On the edge of my mistake
So if i fuck this up again
Don't know how i find the strength
Lights are off that i can't see
Close my eyes but still can't sleep
I need light inside of me