Portrait Of A Friend - What I Did To Myself текст песни

She makes me smile, white as snow
She's the type of girl I could marry
Not right now but eventually
Does she love me?
She's so lovely
But I wish she wouldn't play these games

It was wishful thinking on my part
To think that I could have her heart
I wished she would have never stopped
But I realize she never started
Loving me like I loved her
Now I see I'm such a sucker
For letting myself do
What I did to myself by loving her

Let's continue with this girl
She left me here broken and hurt
There's a million others in this world
That won't leave me broken and hurt
I've learned a little probably
I knew it would happen eventually
What did I see?
She's so ugly
I thought we were past these games

It was wishful thinking on my part
To think that I could have her heart
I wished she would have never stopped
But I realize she never started
Loving me like I loved her
Now I see I'm such a sucker
For letting myself do
What I did to myself by loving her