Pushover - Pitiful текст песни

Did you hear me say
I can't make up my mind
I'll have to start another day, yeah
Like you had it anyway
You started out just watching out
You knew it, you did it again and again
Why can't you believe I'm not the one you think I am
I said it, you knew it, you did the best to ignore the best of me
And all the things you hear
Behind my back they aren't true
Why do you even try