Richie Nix - In My Head текст песни

Days pass
and i walk alone im trying to
find my way
they think that im
living in the wrong well i got
something to say
and we will
always be the same even tho we
constantly change.

F*ck lovers
i hate this sh*t it only hurts
now just another relationship
that doesnt work out
f*ck it im
atheist ill let the word out fall
in love with a crazy b*tch your
heart will burn out
blood
pressure bubbles up what the f*ck
i feel stuck i can not touch
another one of these anti
depressants
this cant be the
message sumbody hand me a lesson
cuz im standin here stressin while
im planning my death
and this
might be the last minute i stand
on this planet look at me stranded
im panicking man i cant understand
it
my life as a manic depressant
but i manage to stand it untill i
land in the hamptons im with
standing the damage.
so i gotta
calm my nerves and take a deep
breath.cuz i will never learn
unless i take each step.
but im
feeling stronger now.
(2x)

(chorus)

there aint a
way to fade away so take away the
razor blades it aint safe to say

that making pain will take the
pain away. theres greater ways to
change the page
and everybodie
hates to say it. but u gota tame

the rage and quit saying u aint
gonna make it.
oh its hard. i know
that its hard. you cant trust no
one and your covered in
scars
theres knives in our backs
with our friends names on them
we
try to relax but the pain keeps
runnin our minds off the trax
when were tryin to stay on
them
youve lied in the past while
we remained honest were tired of
this crap we just wana make
dollars
we grind for this cash
while u try and hate on us.
every
where i go i know they wana fight
me. even tho they dont know me
they dont like me
they think that
im terrified i just hold my head
up high if they wanna f*ck wit me
just know ima lettem
try.

(chorus)

these words
will prove that i will not live in
fear (2x)
i bet you wana know
what im feeling like when sitting
here spittin these rhymes
well if
u wana know what im feeling like.
i feel like im the best of my
time
took my heart and i locked
it up in a safe. with a straight
face and i threw away the key
now
that i know my heart is in a safe
place. theres not a single thing
that u can do to
me

(Chorus)

You have
everything that you need. its in
your arms. its in your arms.