Ritchie Newton - Peace in my Soul текст песни

Peace In My Soul
(Music by Ritchie Newton; Lyrics by Justine R.)


I didn't understand, what was going on in my life.


I was fighting

I felt guilty

Inside I felt sick all of my life ...


But DEEP INSIDE I have been feeling for so long
that something really yeah something was wrong

Something was done to me
And I did not agree !!!!!!!!!!!!!


Now memories are coming back ...
And I don't feel sad

It feels good to me this time because
now I know I'm not loosing my mind !!!!!!!

And yes, damnd right
there also is another side....
I'm afraid it will drive me insane
I can't stand the pain ....
I can still hear screaming; I know its me..

When I was a little child and supposed to be


I'm screaming Mommy..daddy where have you been...“ ???
but they where busy ... too busy for me

Dad was knocking the hell out of mom
That was the reason I went to your farm to be safe
But i was wrong !

Did you really think you would get along?
I had to forget to survive ..but God never did !!!
Your soul will burn in hell eternally
For what you have done to me

yes, it is finally coming out
And yes, this is what I'm talking about



It is a long way THROUGH HELL to reach my goal
But I will get back the peace in my soul !
I am coming out of that hell an I will survive
I'm taking control over my emotional life