Habit's what it's become
seems like I'm alone
no one to love me
a proud man is gone
The one in control
is no longer known
living in a haze
hell I've been shown
I dare not die though
I dare not live
I want to escape
I want to feel good
I need to forget
I need to want
I need to
I need
To think is to be
therefore I am not
living's not the word
applying to me
No longer I can
see what I should do
do with my life
do with myself
I dare not die though
I dare not live
I want to escape
I want to feel good
I need to forget
I need to want
I need to
I need
Now I've lost all hope
to get me of the hook
No prospect for me
Into hell I look
If I cannot find redemption
at least there will be oblivion
I dare not die though
I dare not live
I want to escape
I want to feel good
I need to forget
I need to want
I need to
I need
1 | As the heavens fall |
2 | Dare restrain |
3 | Bewildering thoughts |
4 | In memoriam |
5 | Ode to the lamented |
6 | Cries |
7 | Come for me |
8 | Fin de siecle |
9 | Autumn |
10 | Despair |