Aesthetic Perfection - Inhuman текст песни

I got a crush on a pretty picture,
She's got style when she wears a frown,
She's got me,
Well I'm going nowhere,
Oh please,
Proceed,
We're going down.

No hope,
No pain,
No loss,
No gain,
No heart,
No will,
No life,
No thrill.

One day,
I pray,
I'll be,
A human being,
Stay,
With me,
Have faith,
That I can change for you.

I get a rush once I pick the poison,
Well don't buy what you get for free,
I can't be all the things she wanted,
I beg,
I plead,
What's happening?