Alexandra Burke - What makes me happy текст песни

Have you ever found that no one knows you no one understands you?
Got so many secrets but you've got no one to tell them to.
Feels like you are in a box, something like a jail.
You just wanna break out so you can be yourself.
But will they understand? Will they still be your friends?
Or will they turn on you and stab you in the back again?

No...What do I do? Where do I go?
I'm searching for answers but nobody knows.
Who should I be? Why cannot be me
Instead of being someone else?
I'm losing myself,I'm fooling myself and
I'm abusing myself,I should be true to myself.
But they want me to be someone other than me.
But I'm also sorry. Can I do what makes me happy?

Every day I feel like someone's waching waiting for mistakes.
I act like I'm happy but they don't know that it's really fake.
Like I'm in a movie you can press play.
Fast forward my whole life and watch it waste away.
But they don't understand,I can't find all the plans.
But If I don't, I know they will turn their backs on me again.

No...What do I do? Where do I go?
I'm searching for answers but nobody knows.
Who should I be? Why cannot be me
Instead of being someone else?
I'm losing myself,I'm fooling myself and
I'm abusing myself,I should be true to myself.
But they want me to be someone other than me.
But I'm also sorry. I only do what makes me happy.

Constantly judging me, constantly pushing me,
Constantly pick away my personality.
Losing your hold on me, the pressure is killing me.
I see it in your eyes, you're really scared of me.
Scared of my break away, scared it kid save the days.
Scared it can be the star, and take all me shine away.
Scared of me growing up, scared that I'm tough enough
To do it all on my own, and you're scared to be loved.

No...What do I do? Where do I go?
I'm searching for answers when nobody knows.
Who should I be? Why cannot be me
Instead of being someone else?
I'm losing myself,I'm fooling myself and
I'm abusing myself,I should be true to myself.
But they want me to be someone other than me.
But I'm also sorry. Can I do what makes me happy?