Amido Black - Placebo текст песни

This is my apology!
It's more for
Myself!
For my health!
And for you!

I....try so hard it's hard to follow!
Pride.... is just a pill to hard to swallow!
Grasping!
Onto!
Anything!
That remains!
(Numb all over)
Of who i
Used to be!
Before the pain!
(lost the sun)
I've ....put to sleep
(is life over?)
So many demons on my own,
Fuck therapy.
(or just begun?)

Every time i bleed
the blood that runs through me
Just seems to be
Tainted!
Are they really dead
The voices in my head,
Relentless!
But i always, find a way to make everything ok.

I....try so hard it's hard to follow!
Pride.... is just a pill to hard to swallow!
Grasping!
Onto!
Anything!
That remains!
(Numb all over)
Of who i
used to be!
Before the pain!
(Lost the sun)
I've ....put to sleep
(Is life over?)
So many demons on my own,
Fuck therapy.
(Or just begun?)
Every time i bleed
The blood that runs through me j
Just seems to be
Tainted.
Are they really dead?
The voices in my head
Relentless!
But i always
Find a way
To make everything ok

I'm my own man!
You can never take that away!

I can't believe what happened to me
I try
Acceptance is something i may never have!
But for now I'll live some how some way
Afraid to change the way that I
Look at things
Acceptance!
Something i may never have!