Gardens - Pity текст песни

I’m ashamed of what I am
But what I am is what you made me
And the weight of this has grown
But it’s still hanging from my shoulders
I believe you speak the truth
But 'all in love' can’t feel this way
Yeah, you tied the rope
And it’s only a reflection in temporary solitude
And it’s hanging in the balance of confidence and punishment
Does it feel right when you tell me that it’s everything you needed?
But a condition doesn’t make me an undertaking for your cause. I’ve been
bleeding from the eyes, cause I see me the way you do
Could someone pull me down?
Cause I’ve been nailed up to delusion
I thought you’d know that it’s all because of you
Yeah, you tied the rope
And it’s only a reflection in temporary solitude
And it’s hanging in the balance of confidence and punishment
Does it feel right when you tell me that it’s everything you needed?
But a condition doesn’t make me an undertaking for your cause
I’ll be the thorn lodged in your side
I’ll be the damage to your pride