Huey Mack - Adderall Thoughts текст песни

I learned a lot more in the past year
got a buzz, no lightyear it is so clear
people keep telling me that it is my year
but all that really does is create fear
Now I don't speak to my family much
even though they try to keep in touch say I'm doing too much
even though I feel like I ain't doing enough
and I'm so hated that I kinda wanna leave town
I feel like I'm down and I'm out in the twelfth round
I'm on the road almost every single night taking plane trips pondering if this is real life
I'm infront of a bunch of people that i kinda really like
they know almost every word to every song that I write
and it's like I'm high for the first time
I feel like I could shine in the night time
now I know if you know how I feel
but I feel like this whole fucking life so real
do I do it for the thrill do I do it for the lights
Will I ever make a mill in this short ass life
I just don't fucking know
Fuck

I met a good girl who loves cocaine
and honestly I don't know if we want the same thing 'cause
I don't wanna get caught in the bullshit
I don't wanna do something stupid and end up on a news clip
now that's true shit
Ya I'm young and I'm dumb but I really ain't foolish
no I aint' foolish and I finally hit the point where I'm really doin school shit

uh these are my adderall thoughts
like what the fuck
What the fuck am I doin with my life
Why the fuck am I in school, I wanna do music
these are my adderall thoughts
..I feel like I'm losing my mind I gotta figure out somehow
these are my adderall thoughts

I grew up around a pill popping drunk dad

In and out of rehab but i NEVER it bad
I won't tell you how I had to have my name changed
And I won't act like you went though the same thing
I won't tell you how I pay my tuition on my own
show money and not anybody's riches
had to work three jobs for the stu time
people always said that I ain't had to grind
me and my sister haven't spoke in a long time
Me and my mom barely do but she's doing fine
She got a boyfriend he better treat her right
'cause she's honestly the only thing I care about in life
I don't know what I do without you mom
I just... I don't know


Texting my step-dad on father's day
and it took him three more to reply to me
he's got a girlfriend and I don't really know
If he even want's to be a part of my life any moe
mean while I'm out in Cali getting drunk with some hoes
Wondering if this is the life I really want
Like what's gonna happen when I grow up
when I die is anybody gonna give a fuck
man I hope so but in reality I honestly just don't know
if I stop right now will I still grow
and if I focus on my school will I still blow
did I not work enough and if I act tough
Will they try to call my bluff and crush
every little thing I was taught
I'm sorry for my adderall thoughts

these are my adderall thoughts
these are my adderall thoughts
these are my adderall thoughts

Thanks to Megan for correcting these lyrics

Thanks to Megan for correcting these lyrics

Thanks to Meghan for correcting these lyrics