In Clover - Far Past My Conception текст песни

Things have been so blurry for a long time
And all the unfair years they never went by fast
It's just so hard to discern my part in this
I'm hopeing that these feelings come to pass
I stumble when i can't concieve the way to be
No matter how how it looks i feel the same
I misconstrue my life with what to do
And be you would comprehend that
I would never feel this way

What can i do
Theres nothing left for me anymore
What can i do
In some ways im scared for whats in stored
Now i can't help but feel the way i do