Jandek - Didn't Really Die текст песни

And now I don't know if what I did
Was wrong or right
I believe you and I don't
But I believe you
One of those other men he said
It was very good
So I got second thoughts
I wanna die this way
So I can live another day
With you
So I didn't really die
I just killed myself anyway
You can see
So you see this is my second thoughts
I'm sending away
Best way I can
It's the best way I can
You know why, do you know why