It?sa New Year, but I?m still running in this dream
Of staring at the ceiling, buzzing with caffeine
It?sa New Year, and I?m still asking for more
I have my stereo blasting behind a closed door
I write a note in the back of my book
That says I?m not sure where I?m gonna look
It seems like my future is just floating around
I jump up to grab it, but I fall to the ground, yeah
I fall to the ground
It?sa New Year, but I?m still sitting in this chair
I still bite my nails and still don?t wash my hair enough
I should have gotten on that bus and never looked back
But I?m eating marshmallows and sitting on my ass, yeah
It?sa New Year, but I didn?t eat this morning
Breakfast was coffee and ibuprofen
I took the ibuprofen for the pains in my brain
And I drank the coffee cause? I?m going insane, yeah
Going insane