Nikal Fieldz - Reflection Of Sel текст песни

When I look in the mirror
What do I see?
Is my mind playing tricks on me?
When I look in the mirror
What do I see?
Is it reality I am looking at or just a trick?

I used to be so hacky so in loved of myself
But time needs you to realize you need someone else
It's kind of crazy the way you see things is sixteen
Ten years later dreams .. as they seemed
It's like yesterday you had the whole world by the balls
You knew it all till time started closing it into the walls
… your second guess at all
Mountain … start to .. as they grow
I used to look into the mirror like your boy so fly
I guess shorty is not when your male walks by
Put into the streets light I don't care about the charge
Nowadays I can't afford to spent a day behind bars
So I let a lot of slick … talking …
That was until I … biting my tongue
Put some belly weight on so shorty isn't so strong
Feeling like I don't intend feeling like I used to be
Feeling that insecurity .. jewelry
Put that same damn chain that I used to feel better
Release me and …
Smiled in the mirror but that smile was brief
Only green now try to hide the fucked up teeth
Esteem some mother fucker in it because …
I promise myself years ago I will make it
And now the only thing I live for is not to break it

..now is it them or is it me
I want a bad bitch
But why do I want a bad bitch
If what she does is just average
My physical financial state is poverty
..beyond the word's economy
Do you even listen to the shit I say
The difference in direction my thoughts ..
I mean damn I am here intersecting the reflection …
Show vulnerability hoping …
Who is it helping? Is it me or is it you
I felt like shit for everyone … I speak to you
Not to mention sharing my emotion showing weak
Setting myself up disguising my own defeat
I used to be so slick running game on a bitch
But I am not believing in myself as much as she should have been
Yeah shorty I can't lie I am feeling the vibe
Is what I have .. when you are close to my side
But that type of chick only comes once in a blue moon
.. hoping they are feeling to
I explained it all I am looking for you
But months later I am still looking for who
What the hell can I do?
Since of you believed in myself so much
That with the time with reality I lost touch
Since of you believed in myself so much
That with the time with reality I lost touch

I used to think time is on my side and I will make it
Now I realize I left time be taking.. all I've taken
(repeats)




Thanks to feel