Pork - Pretending текст песни

I calculate what could'uv been
hipnotized eyes as I picture your face with a smile
I lay catatonic for hours
impossible as it may seem
I sense we interact in this scene
what people tell me I don't hear
I'm sure they don't know how it feels

And I do things as they come
pretending I'll soon be with you
impossible as it may seem
I can't let you go just like this

We both died exactly at the same time
I do wish I was wiser
impossible as it may seem
I know you will soon come for me
my hand stretches out to reach
the closure was snatched from me

And I do things as they come
pretending I'll soon be with you
impossible as it may seem
I can't let you go just like this
and I would rather just hear
you found someone better than me
that you did not say goodbye
cause you couldnt find it in your heart

Find a distraction, a friend, a discussion
mimic the clumsiness found in the bottle
grieve, grieve, grieve, no!

And I do things as they come
pretending I'll soon be with you
impossible as it may seem
I can't let you go just like this
and I would rather just hear
you found someone better than me
impossible as it may seem
denial is the only thing
keeping me here alive
take me, take me
why me? why me?