Shaila - My Own Life текст песни

Far away from home
from the treasures that belong to my mind
to my heart
'cause every single minute that i have to grow
i hate my gutz 'cause i hate this world
i tried to enjoy the life i hate and now here i am

so try to understand me when i say that here behind us
there's a train in this parade that's passing by

and I'll try to live my dreams for a long long time
and I'll draw a picture of this big boy's sad old soul
all this time i've been against i
being afraid of live the world outside
being afraid to living my own life
in my own life

So shall i change the world ?
or be afraid of what they told me?
i know is hard to know but i don't care anymore
'cause every single minute that i have to grow
i pay the price for my missing soul
i tried to enjoy the life i hate and now here i am