Sudden Epidemic - Embers текст песни

I'm sitting in the darkness
Start to try to weep away
This leakage in my heart
If I try to think again
It will rip and spread the wound
This carnage
Another broken piece of worthless art

God damn the things that made things worse
Of course the things that I love most are dying first
Most of which I cannot even try to admit
Don't look at me like I'm the one who can fix it

(Chorus)
And if I said I really miss you
And all my life I have (I hope you hear this song)
Would you listen to these cries of pain (All of life will turn to memories)
But do you feel that sad? (But could it last that long?)
For all the things you must have missed
Or dismissed

This has turned into another worthless mood of mine
I must have crossed the line
Of love – one too many times
To look at you I know
I cannot wish for more
Can anything be more beautiful for life