The Ruled - Digressing текст песни

Just a few small words put me here
In a situation I'd rather not be in
Just speaking my mind, being sincere
Explaining all my feelings

Now things are awkward
Did I think they wouldn't be?
I just let it out
Without thinking

Why did I think I could hide this?
I made it worse by opening my mouth
What was I thinking, who stupid I could be
Just naive, holding on to some dreams

I should have followed my conscious
Stayed true to my ways
Being passive the only way
Only way to be safe

Stabbed in the back once more
It seems you've lost this trust before