 
Have you seen my sanity? 
I seem to have left it at home 
I feel pushed up against the wall 
Like some Black Flag song 
Oh and i try to wish it away 
Everyday, a little closer, a little closer to hell
Why am I so selfish? 
I push away everyone who loves me 
I don't want, want to be like this 
I just want someone to hold me 
Why am I so childish? 
It's because my mother never loved me 
I don't want to be like this 
I just want someone to hold me 
Hold on tight 
Everything will be alright 
If I choose I 
Why am I so selfish? 
I push away everyone who loves me 
I don't want, want to be like this 
I just want someone to hold me 
Why am I so childish? 
It's because my mother never loved me 
I don't want to be like this 
I just want someone to hold me
