 
so i will take these thoughts and just throw them
over the top of this mountain 
let them sink into the clouds
so they can rain atop your umbrella 
they will pass right through it
so you can finally see
how much you,see how much you hurt me
you hurt me so badly
i can almost taste the lies 
in my teeth they will bleed forever
result of this rapture
that you threw towards me
and i will be
waiting
so patiently
for my apology
and i will, take all of our stories
rip them into pieces 
use them to start this fire
i hope you get out this building 
it is slowly burning 
all of the things u said to me
now they are they are gone forever 
erased from my brain cells 
now you are nothing to me
and i wish i didnt have to do this 
but its the only choice 
that you had left for me
and i will be
waiting
so patiently
for my apology
