White Vodevil - Tragedy in my Eyes текст песни

I'm not smiling
Even when I am alone
And all your happy-pills make me feel
even worse than it was
I'm not smiling
I can pretend if you want
I realized I've got my power
In a hateress to the world
what if i'm the one
who found happiness in being sad?
what if i'm the one
who has no voices in head?

I can't say what makes me happy
maybe i've never felt it

Everything seems to be ok
but there's a tragedy in my eyes
Everything seems to be ok
maybe I'm the first who felt that it's lie

hiding behind the open doors
i'm black-coloured anti-love
Actually I'm not asking
for everyone's attention
I'm just waiting to find some answers
to some simple questions
Why I wasn't born twenty years ago?
why i wasn't born or what I was born for?

I can't say what makes me happy
maybe i've never felt it

maybe i've never felt it

Everything seems to be ok
but there's a tragedy in my eyes
Everything seems to be ok
maybe I'm the first who felt that it's lie