 
I am nothing without pretend
I know my faults
can't live with them
I am nothing without a man
I know my thoughts
but I can't hide them
I still keep my baby teeth
in the bedside table with my jewelry
you still sleep in the bed with me,
my jewelry, and my baby teeth
I don't need another friend
When most of them
I can barely keep up with them
perfectly able to hold my own hand,
but I still can't kiss my own neck.
I wanted to give you everything
but I still stand in awe of superficial things
I wanted to love you like my mother's mother's mothers did
civilian
civilian
 
| 1 | Holy Holy | 
| 2 | I Hope You Die | 
| 3 | We Were Wealth | 
| 4 | Two Small Deaths | 
| 5 | For Prayer | 
| 6 | Plains | 
| 7 | Please Concrete | 
| 8 | Hot As Day | 
| 9 | Strangers | 
| 10 | Before |