Grade - cripple текст песни

conscious to my surroundings the curse of birth t
hat i am strapped to unable to i gnore life's atrocities
my physical presence cripples
my only means of escape
and i want to escape this
and it always brings me back to reality
i try to lose but i always will retain it
release me from my awareness
the feelings strong enough to kill me
i become so afraid that i want to die
cast upon me the strength to survive
my awareness is my true love and keeps me alive