 
this is the first day of my last days
i built it up now i take it apart climbed up real high now fall down real far
no need for me to stay the last thing left i just threw it away
i put my faith in god and my trust in you
now there's nothing more fucked up i could do
wish there was something real wish there was something true 
wish there was something real in this world full of you
i'm the one without a soul i'm the one with this big fucking hole
no new tale to tell twenty-six years on my way to hell
gotta listen to your big time hard line bad luck fist fuck
don't think you're having all the fun
you know me i hate everyone
wish there was something real wish there was something true 
wish there was something real in this world full of you
i want to but i can't turn back
but i want to
 
| 1 | Closer | 
| 2 | The hand that feeds | 
| 3 | Something I Can Never Have | 
| 4 | Only | 
| 5 | Came Back Haunted | 
| 6 | Deep | 
| 7 | Head Like A Hole | 
| 8 | Gave Up | 
| 9 | Survivalism | 
| 10 | Discipline |