One day I tried
To see if they lied —
To see if there’s really a baby
Somewhere inside —
Where would it hide?
Stuck a finger up where it might be Feeling for bone
Feelings alone
Looking for skull inside me And what did I find?
What did I find?
I believe now that they tricked me It’s only me;
It’s only me;
Alone and set free in my body
Yet still when I touch
My side in a special
Way there’s this awful feeling
I cannot help but
Wonder if maybe
I was just bad at looking
Well, who knows how small
This baby could be Or if it’s in there at all